Well today was the day my life changed forever. Before you call Middletown Mental Hospital, hear me out first.
The guys came up today to finish up the work inside and I went with Dad & Chris to the lawyer's office to work up some issues with Mom's disability. Well before I left Dad's, Chris received a call from our Nephew and he told him that our contractor walked around one corner in the living room and saw Mom. He said she was wearing a black dress, her hair was shorter than he remembered, and she was just looking to see what he was doing. At first I thought WHAT? And, then I was upset that I didn't experience it.
Well later that morning I came back home and the boys were off to lunch. I was by myself and outloud said, "Mom I wish I could have seen you today." A few minutes later, it happened. I felt as though someone was watching me - it was so strong that I looked around thinking someone was in the house. I was actually getting scared because it happened several times within a short period of time. Then I said outloud again "Mom is that you - you are scaring me." Then the most strangest thing happened, I felt as though something was pushing on my back. I started to cry and wished that the boys would come back. And, as quickly as it was evident that Mom was with me and watching over us like she said she would, she was gone once again.
Before the boys came back, I said outloud once more "I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry you died so soon and so young, I miss you and if you want to come back and visit again; I will always be here - but please don't care me again."
I miss you Mom!
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